Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

When you have a thousand decisions to make and no idea which direction to go in. Well, you know what you want, what you need, and the path, but you don’t have a timeline or exactly how it is going to get done. That’s my dilemma right now. I’m not too patient most of the time, but I think until I can see the light, I’ll have to be still. Stillness is essential to the process, so I’m being still. Geesh, at 47, life is still teaching me a great deal, but I guess that’s because we’re continually learning. Learning more about ourselves, the world, and living this thing called life. Sometimes I wish things were straightforward and just handed to me, but what would I learn from that? Or more importantly, would I actually appreciate it or develop a sense of entitlement? Up to this point, all the stuff I’ve been through has taught me some pretty valuable lessons that I can be thankful for learning. Things that have given me a more unobstructed view and a better perspective. All I know is my change is coming, and I’m looking forward to it. Getting ready to handle all that I’ll be handed.