I hate when apparent easy days end up feeling hard. You have this wonderfully consistent day then suddenly it feels like you’re spinning uncontrollably in an abyss. I know one thing for sure, as much as I love what I do, I cannot be a bedside nurse forever. There are so many areas and ways to help and heal. I just have to find my way through the maze. I struggle with the capacity in which I want to contribute in my field. I’m praying for guidance in helping me figure it out. But until then, I’ll keep plugging at it.
